I knew today would be heavy, but I didn’t know how heavy. Bearing in mind that I am finishing up my COVID recovery and coming off of my 10 days in quarantine and isolation, my heart was already lonely. Adding my tragic situation into the picture was actually insufferable, and I woke up to an agonizing darkness and fragility.

But, the love and the surprises abounded. From bagels and lox to birthday cakes, and from flowers to phone calls from friends, who are really my “sisters,” I managed to get my fat tushy up to shower and face the day. I even put on one of the sweatshirts we gave away at Zack’s Bar Mitzvah.

I must, yet again, share the magic of J.K.:

Sweeeeet Marla!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! 

Oh the JOY ….

that YOU BRING …

To our ✨💛🌎💛✨!!!!

You know I’ve been thinking of you….

Today …it’s a workout for you….

Undoubtedly …your family will be thinking of you….

It’s a strong link day.

A day where your work is to keep your energy in LOVE …and

FAITH…

In the MYSTERIES of GODs Plan

(the Universe, Karma….)

So much/ ALLL of my thoughts on such things 

Have been growing over time of contemplating the view of the universe as timeless connections …as the Buddhists see …(and the mystic ancient Jewish folk did too) …

That our souls journey is rippled and interwoven over time of many lives.

It has lead me to ….

A place of always holding a truth in my heart beyond understanding with the literal fact based, reason based mind….

That…

ALLLL SOULS…

ALLLL EXPERIENCES….

Are showing up for us out of LOVE….

To help us shed the non-essential …

So we can LEARN, CHANGE …become more LOVE.

A huge part of this is deep FORGIVENESS.

Which doesn’t have to be a long drawn out thing…

It’s an instant decision in the heart.

With no guilt.

Just a dropping and…

A decision.

Today. 

May you use your mind and heart

To hold a true and deep secret smile.

Trusting the mysterious path…

That in this lifetime 

You are MARCHING TOWARD your Reunion.

And the LOVE will be DIFFERENT Feeling.

So much BETTER, EASIER, PEACEFUL.

It takes PATIENCE, and FAITH.

But your BELOVED, MAGICAL SPIRIT …

Are STRONG!!!

And WILLING!!!

I hope you can track my Love for you through this…

Forgive ME …if I have overstepped, or rubbed wrongly in any way..

All this comes from deep in my heart…

And my FAITH …in YOU!!!!

Your AMAZINGN HEART!!!

Today:

May you BE PRESENT.

LOVING …all the gifts of LIFE and LOVE that ARE AROUND YOU….

That energy of GRATITUTE, WISDOM, EASE …that LOVE ENERGY…

It WILLLLLLLL SOFTEN YOUR FAMILY.

Because we ARE CONNECTED….

✨💛🌟🌌🌟💛✨!!!!!

I

LOVE

YOU

!!!!!!!

To all of you who have been a part of this journey with me, thank you for your words of love and loyalty today and every day.